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🌿👤❤️ La. Ra. Ananthapadmanaban – Life, Love, Mind & Creative Journey ✨
🌿👤❤️ La. Ra. Ananthapadmanaban – Life, Love, Mind & Creative Journey ✨
👤 La. Ra. Ananthapadmanaban – Personal Life
🧠 About the Writer
La. Ra. Ananthapadmanaban is a quietly confident, observant, and emotionally intelligent Creative Writer | Quotes Composer, strategically perceptive and naturally skilled as a Naturally Tuned Prompt Engineer, crafting meaningful and thoughtful digital stories.
"I have been blo
👤 La. Ra. Ananthapadmanaban – Personal Life
🧠 About the Writer
La. Ra. Ananthapadmanaban is a quietly confident, observant, and emotionally intelligent Creative Writer | Quotes Composer, strategically perceptive and naturally skilled as a Naturally Tuned Prompt Engineer, crafting meaningful and thoughtful digital stories.
"I have been blocked, unblocked, added, removed, loved, and hated—but never forgotten."
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❤️ Love, Fear & Thoughts
"If it is true love, you can't move on. If you move on, it was never true love—it was a myth."
• "I like truth. People only like me if I act falsely; if I am truthful, they do not like me."
• "More people have loved me than the people I have loved."
• "I have an endless fascination with love. I keep trying to understand what it is, but I still cannot fully understand it."
• "Every love seems to come close to marriage, but it never reaches marriage. Why?"
• "I am searching for the answer to a question I keep asking myself."
• "Perhaps I am afraid of marriage. Many marriages around me have failed."
• "The attraction of marriage lasts only a few years. After that, life becomes mechanical."
• "Love is not a game. If you enter it, you must know how to come out of it."
• "Like the Chakravyuha — you must know how to come out."
• "In love, many do not know this. When it ends, years are already gone."
• "If someone says they love me, I become afraid."
• "My self-respect is stronger than love."
• "Once, for the sake of love, I went against my self-respect."
• "When I am happy, people don’t like it. When I am silent, they seem happy."
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🎧 Music, Cinema & Literary Inspirations
• First love influenced by English songs like "Hello" and "Ballerina Girl" by
• Deep emotional impact from reading by
• Inspired by Tamil writer Sujatha and stories like “எப்பொழுதும் பெண்” and “நிலா நிழல்”
• Learned music depth, ragas, and cinema understanding through Jayshree
• Passion for English cinema:
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• Deep love for Tamil, Hindi, and English songs (1970–2000 era magic)
• Inspired by legendary composers and singers:
Laxmikant–Pyarelal, Shankar–Jaikishan, R. D. Burman, S. D. Burman, Naushad, O. P. Nayyar, Madan Mohan, Salil Chowdhury, Naadeem–Shravan, Bappi Lahiri, Mohammed Rafi, Kishore Kumar, Asha Bhosle, Lata Mangeshkar, Kavita Krishnamurthy
• Profound impact from
• Life-changing moment: music by
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👤 Personal Life & Memories
• School days love that was never confessed but deeply felt
• A girl from childhood whose memory still lives through stories
• Yamaha RX100 memories — simple moments that became lifelong emotions
• Memories preserved: hair tie, hair pin, mirror with sticker pottu
• "We never confessed love — yet it was love."
• "I have missed many opportunities, many chances, much love."
• "I understood everything then, but I did not know how to express it."
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👨👩👧 Family, Upbringing & Gratitude
• Raised with care, dignity, and balance — knowing when to guide and when not to interfere
• Family treated him like a king
• A servant maid raised him like her own son for over 30 years
• An elderly woman delivered milk daily for 35 years
• "I have never been able to repay them — that guilt remains."
• Deep respect for parents: La. Sa. Ramamirtham and Hymavathi
• Core belief:
"Never abandon your parents. When you were born, they didn’t abandon you."
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🎓 Qualification & Technical Background
• Software Engineering
• Computer Programming and Application (U.K.)
• Certified Professional in Oracle Database Administration
• Oracle Forms, Reports, PL/SQL, Application Development
• Cisco Router Administration
• Microsoft Certified Technology Specialist (MCTS)
• Microsoft Certified Systems Engineer
• Microsoft Certified Professional
• Multiple Microsoft Certifications
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🌍 Life, Philosophy & Inner World
• Strong belief in Law of Attraction
• Inspired by by
• "Almost everything I think about seems to happen."
• Lived as an introvert, deeply observant
• Deep emotional connection to village life — Varagur, Perumal Temple, and simple surroundings
• NRI reflections:
"We came with dreams, stayed for dollars. Lost the years, lost ourselves."
"We eat hot food in our land. There, we reheat and eat."
• "Life has always felt unfair, but I have learned to live with it."
• "There is always something missing in my life."
• "Even now, I do not fully understand love or life."
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🧘♂️ Lifestyle
• Pure vegetarian
• Does not smoke
• Does not drink
• Writes with left hand
• Seeks a quiet life — without disturbing or being disturbed
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🌄 Places & Emotional Connection
• Deep bond with Varagur (village roots)
• Mylapore — life, love, and music memories
• West Virginia — peace, nature, and silence
• "For me, life feels like it is only now beginning."
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🌿👤❤️ La. Ra. Ananthapadmanaban – Life, Love, Mind & Creative Journey ✨
🌿👤❤️ La. Ra. Ananthapadmanaban – Life, Love, Mind & Creative Journey ✨
🌿👤❤️ La. Ra. Ananthapadmanaban – Life, Love, Mind & Creative Journey ✨
🌿👤❤️ La. Ra. Ananthapadmanaban – Life, Love, Mind & Creative Journey ✨
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🧠 PERSONAL THINKING
• I am a man of a complex, layered personality; life has often felt unfair, but I have grown used to it.
• To some extent, I remain true to my original self.
• There is always a feeling that something is missing in my life.
• I con
🌿👤❤️ La. Ra. Ananthapadmanaban – Life, Love, Mind & Creative Journey ✨
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🧠 PERSONAL THINKING
• I am a man of a complex, layered personality; life has often felt unfair, but I have grown used to it.
• To some extent, I remain true to my original self.
• There is always a feeling that something is missing in my life.
• I consider myself a successful failure.
• No guts, no glory; this is a mantra I live by.
💭 My emotional pattern in love changes with distance and closeness.
• I embrace a reckless, carefree life shaped by self-doubt, self-examination, and self-reinvention.
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👩 INSPIRATION FROM WOMEN
• Women in my life have shaped my thinking and emotions deeply.
• My mother, my sister, past lovers, a servant maid who raised me like her child for 25 years, and an elderly woman who brought milk for 30 years — all influenced my life.
• I respect all of them deeply, and it reflects in my writing.
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💔 LOVE & EMOTIONS
• In one way or another, I am always being loved by someone.
• Love is what drives my life.
• Either I love someone or someone loves me — this has always been my pattern.
😔 I am afraid of love.
😔 I fear to love someone.
😔 I fear being loved.
💔 I cannot survive another breakup.
🩹 My heart is already patched, stitched, and silently bleeding.
• Someone is always loving me in silent ways.
• Sometimes through gifts, care, attention, or indirect affection.
• I feel people still think of me even from a distance.
• Some loves return.
• Some disappear.
• Some remain far away but still connected emotionally.
💖 Love is everything in my life and my stories.
• Every woman I loved was sincere and strong.
• No betrayal happened — only separation.
• I feel lucky to have experienced real love.
• Even today, I remain grateful.
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🎧 MUSIC & INFLUENCE
• My emotional stories are deeply influenced by Western, Hindi, and Tamil music (1970–2000 era).
🎵 Artists I admire:
Boney M, ABBA, Bee Gees, Roxette, Lionel Richie, Michael Jackson, George Michael, Wham, Pet Shop Boys and many others.
🎶 These sounds shaped my emotional writing style.
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🏆 TEENAGE DREAMS
• In my youth, I dreamt of marrying Steffi Graf, Gabriela Sabatini, or Agnetha Fältskog.
• I was not a strong student academically, especially in software studies.
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🧠 SELF REFLECTION
• I have faced multiple failures and emotional pain in life.
• I have cried, recovered, and rebuilt myself many times.
• I motivate myself and keep moving forward despite emotional struggles.
• Writing is my only true escape and passion.
• Through stories, I express anger, love, pain, and silence.
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✍️ PURPOSE OF WRITING
• Writing pushes my limits and helps me understand myself.
• Through writing, I experience all emotions — joy, pain, peace, and longing.
• Writing is the only place where I feel truly alive.
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La. Ra. Ananthapadmanaban stories
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la.ra.ananthapadmanaban – Stories:
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Bayam Series
1. பயம் 1 – Bayam 1
2. வேட்டை பயம் II – Vettai Bayam II
3. தொடருபவள் பயம் III – Thodarubaval Bayam III
Akka Series
4. அக்கா Part 1 – Akka Part 1
5. அக்கா Part 2 – Akka Part 2
6. அக்கா Part 3 – Akka Part 3
7. அக்கா Part 4 – Akka Par
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la.ra.ananthapadmanaban – Stories:
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Bayam Series
1. பயம் 1 – Bayam 1
2. வேட்டை பயம் II – Vettai Bayam II
3. தொடருபவள் பயம் III – Thodarubaval Bayam III
Akka Series
4. அக்கா Part 1 – Akka Part 1
5. அக்கா Part 2 – Akka Part 2
6. அக்கா Part 3 – Akka Part 3
7. அக்கா Part 4 – Akka Part 4
8. அக்கா Part 5 – Akka Part 5
9. அக்கா Part 6 – Akka Part 6
10. அக்கா Part 7 – Akka Part 7
11. அக்கா Part 8 – Akka Part 8
Vidhya Series
12. வித்யா – Vidhya
13. வித்யா II – Vidhya II
Thanimai Series
14. தனிமை – Thanimai
15. பிலடெல்பியா – Piladelphia – Thanimai Part II
16. தானம் தனிமை III – Thaanam Thanimai III
Darthy Series
17. டார்த்தி Part 1 – Darthy Part 1
18. டார்த்தி Part II – Darthy Part II
Thiyagam Series
19. தியாகம் – Thiyagam
20. வெஸ்ட் வெர்ஜீனியா – West Virginia – Thiyagam Part 2
Pilot Series
21. பைலட் 1 – Pilot 1
22. தாமினி பைலட் 2 – Thamini Pilot 2
23. கல்யாண் மித்தாலி பைலட் 3 – Kalyan Mithali Pilot 3
Standalone / Other Stories
24. உறுதுணை – Uru Thunai
25. யுகங்கள் – Yugangal
26. அடையாளம் – Adaialam
27. ஹேமாவதி – Hymavathi
28. உண்மையான பொய் – Unmaiyana Poi
29. அவள் – Aval
30. வந்தனா – Vandhana
31. நீலவேணி – Neelaveni
32. வாழ்க்கை – Vaazhkai
33. அன்பளிப்பு – Anbalippu
34. அப்பராஜிதா – Aparajitha
35. மண் – Mann
36. நியூயார்க் நகரம் – New York Nagaram
37. வீணாகிப் போன நாட்கள் – Veenagip Pona Naadgal
38. டோரத்தி – Dorothy
39. தந்திரன் – Thandhiran
40. மதுமிதா – Madhumitha
41. என் தங்கை – En Thangai
42. நிலைத்தவள் – Nilaiththaval
43. அரண்யா – Aranya
44. பத்மஜா – Padmaja
45. வராகூர் – Varagur
46. தேடல் – Thedal
47. வினையை அறுப்பவள் – Vinaiyai Aruppaval
48. புறக்கணிக்கப்பட்டவன் – Purakkanikkappattavan
49. இறைவனுக்கு நன்றி – Iraivanukku Nandri
50. சஞ்சனா – Sanjana
51. இப்படிக்கு காலம் – Ippadikku Kaalam
52. ரிஷ்மா – Rishma
53. இஷானி – Ishani
54. ஆற்றல் – Aatral
55. என் அன்புள்ள நண்பனே – En Anbulla Nanbane
56. ரயில் நட்பு – Rayil Natpu
57. முதல் பிரசவம் – Mudhal Prasavam
58. இரவல் உயிர் – Iraval Uyir
59. அன்விகா – Anvika
60. என் அப்பாவின் காதல் – En Appavin Kadhal
61. மீண்டும் அந்த நாட்களுக்கு – Meendum Andha Naadgalukku
62. முன்னா – Munna
63. புலம் மாற்றியவன் – Pulam Maatriyavan
64. வெற்றி வேட்டை – Vetri Vettai
65. கன்யா – கன்னியாகுமரி – Kanya Kanniyakumari
66. முதல் முத்தம் – Mudhal Mutham
67. தூதுவன் – Thoothuvan
68. வலி – Vali
69. இதுவும் கடந்து போகும் – Idhuvum Kadandhu Pogum
70. ராஜுவின் கடைசி தினம் – Rajuvin Kadaisi Dhinam
71. கண்கள் – Kangal
72. தடுமாறும் இதயங்கள் – Thadumaarum Idhayangal
73. சுஹானி – Suhani
74. வைஷ்ணவி – Vaishnavi
75. ஜோனத்தன் – Jonathan
76. தந்தை – Thandhai
77. ரிப்பன் – Ribbon
78. சபரீனா – Sabrina
79. கொலுசு – Kolusu
80. மூக்குத்தி – Mookkuthi
81. வளையல் – Valaiyal
82. என்னுடையவள் – Ennudaiyaval
83. கானல் நீர் – Kanaal Neer
84. ஒரு பிராயச்சித்தம் – Oru Praayachitham
85. சந்தோஷம் – Santhosham
86. ரோஷினி – Roshini
87. கேரளத்தில் எங்கேயோ – Keralathil Engeyo
88. சந்துரு – Chandru
89. உத்ரா – Uthra
90. உயிர்கள் – Uyirgal
91. டாரிகா – Tharika
92. நிராசை – Niraasai__
93. விருட்சம் (Vrucham)
94. வயலினிஸ்ட் (Violinist)
95. ஹர்ஷா (Harsha)
96. காதலி (Kaadhali)
97. ரிப்பன் (Ribbon)
98. மதுமிதா (Madhumitha)
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La. Ra. Ananthapadmanaban – Quotes
💔 Even on my deathbed, I still fall in love with her"
💔 "Because my amma told me not to see you, on a wrong day I closed my house door. You left with tears in your eyes and never came back"
💔 "The love meant to be spoken to you is being spoken to someone else, somewhere, by someone"
🫥 "You can somehow feel it"
❤️🩹 "That love is still
💔 Even on my deathbed, I still fall in love with her"
💔 "Because my amma told me not to see you, on a wrong day I closed my house door. You left with tears in your eyes and never came back"
💔 "The love meant to be spoken to you is being spoken to someone else, somewhere, by someone"
🫥 "You can somehow feel it"
❤️🩹 "That love is still yours"
💸 "But once spoken to someone else, it becomes a worthless currency"
📉 "It loses its value"
🌫️ "It is the love that was meant for you, but it is not yours anymore"
💔 "The life you dreamed of—loving her, marrying her, and living with her—is now being lived happily by her with someone else, fulfilling your dream"
💔 "The love I carefully protected, the love I struggled to express"
🕰️ "I rehearsed it in my mind for years"
🫥 "Just when I was ready to confess my love"
⚡ "Suddenly someone else arrives"
💍 "He confesses, wins her, and marries her"
🌑 "And why I am always left alone"
💔 "I am afraid to love, and I am afraid to be loved. That fear never leaves me."
💔 "The more you love and respect someone, the more you may end up being humiliated."
💔 "While you are imagining a life with her, she is imagining the same life with someone else."
💔 "If there is a way to escape love, please tell me. I keep falling in love at every age."
💔 "You are carefully ignored and not valued by some people."
💔 "How is it that only to her eyes my love looks worthless?"
💔 "Only she can fail to understand me till the very end."
💔 "Your love, pain, tears, sadness, loneliness, effort, desire, and anger have no value at all."
💔 "The person you always love is always loving someone else."
💔 "Pretending to be happy doesn’t work. When I stay silent, people seem comfortable."
💔 "Many loves in life remain unspoken. Some are felt, but never understood."
💔 "I still believe in love — but I am afraid to fall in love, and afraid to be loved."
💔 "We never confessed love — yet it was love."
💔 "Someone comes into my life unexpectedly, showers love, stays, and then disappears without a word."
💔 "They leave me, yet come back again and again. Why does my heart break every time?"
💔 "I don’t understand how many people have hurt me in the name of love."
💔 "I don’t understand. One moment someone falls in love suddenly, then disappears."
💔 "Someone gives love, care, affection, and then disappears."
💔 "They appear suddenly, disappear, and return years later. I still don’t understand."
💔 "My heart has been patched many times. Still, it trusts love."
💔 "Since school days, people loved me silently, but no one ever told me."
💔 "When I was in pain, no one was there. Later, people came with love. I don’t understand life."
💔 "Someone says I am their world, then leaves, marries someone else, and returns with regret."
💔 "If I speak the truth, they distance themselves. If I lie, they stay."
💔 "I don’t understand why someone loves me. What am I supposed to do?"
💔 "Sometimes I go along with love, but in my heart, there is no love."
💔 "There is always something missing in my life."
💔 "Life has always felt unfair, but I have learned to live with it."
💔 "I have missed many chances in life, many opportunities, and much love."
💔 "At that age, I understood everything — but I did not know how to express it."
💔 "I consider myself a successful failure."
💔 "Even if I try to reconnect now, relationships don’t feel the same."
💔 "People talk about me through others, but never ask me directly."
💔 "There are people I studied with from childhood. I still remember them. But today, we don’t even talk."
💔 "People who once came home during festivals now act like strangers."
💔 "I once had only ten rupees. I skipped food and bought a masala dosa for someone I cared about."
💔 "Silence speaks more than words."
💔 "Love is felt, not explained."
💔 "Life is understood only in memories."
💔 "There is magic in old songs — I do not know what it is, but I feel it."
💔 "Music has filled my life with emotion and meaning."
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